Hello one and all! I know it’s been a while. But I’m here now, and I thank you for joining me.
So I happened upon this verse in Genesis, and I knew it would be the basis for a writing. Genesis 12, verse 1 says: “The Lord had said to Abram, ‘Go from your country, your people and your father’s household to the land I will show you.'” In verse 4 of that same chapter, we find Abram(ham)’s response: “So Abram went, as the Lord had told him;”
You may be wondering why these verses made such an impression on me. Well, let me tell you…
My friend, I have done a bit of leaving in my life. I left where I grew up. I left churches. I left ministries. I left jobs. I left relationships. I have even left this page for a period of time. While I wouldn’t call myself a serial leave-er, I would say that I am acquainted with the idea of moving away and moving on.
Here’s the difference between my situations and Abram’s. Mine were my choice. I knew why I was leaving, and mostly where I was going afterward. I didn’t have a lot of question marks as to what was happening. Most of the situations were my doing.
Abram’s leaving was different. He had no idea where he was going, how long it would take to get there, and what would happen once he reached his destination. He had some serious question marks in all the boxes.
I would love to say that I would follow God where He leads, but Abram’s story just amazes me that he would just go. Our verses say that he went–we do not know how much if any struggle he may have had. All we see in Scripture was Abram’s obedience.
He let go of what he knew to pursue the One Who knew him.
In that respect, I can totally understand Abram’s willingness to go. In the last few years, I have had opportunities to let go of some things. Some were easy, others were much harder. There were times when I just didn’t know why I was being led by God to let go–I just knew I had to do it.
My sweet, when I let go of the things that needed to go in my life, my whole life changed. I know it’s not the same for every situation, but for me, after clearing out some of the “clutter”, God had room to work.
I’ll let you in on a bit of my world–when I left teaching a few years ago, I was at loose ends. I didn’t know what I was going to do, all I knew was that God was in control. With a clearer schedule, God opened doors. Ministry became more than just inside the walls of church or at my job. I found myself in relationships where I could be a support and encouragement to someone in need. Less scheduled time meant more time with my man to travel or tackle home projects. Perhaps the greatest surprise and most incredible blessing to come out of the letting go is the chance to be so much more present in the lives of our kids and grandkids. I cannot convey to you how wonderful and humbling this has been for me–the incredible joy and overwhelming peace that has come into my life I know has come from God. My eyes fill with tears as I write this because I just can’t believe what a gift He has chosen to give me.
My dear friend, God knew what I needed. He cleared the path even before I knew the path needed clearing. He worked behind the scenes to put me in the place I am now–caring for grandbabies, growing in relationships with our kids. My soul needed this. And on this side of letting go, I can say with all certainty that I am so content, so fulfilled, so blessed. I know that God is using me to accomplish His purpose. I never knew I needed to be where I am…but He knew.
So, can you be like Abram, and let go of what God is asking you to? Can you walk away from a situation, a relationship, a job, a ministry? Can you lift your eyes and say, “I don’t know what You’re doing Lord, but I’m all in”? Can you move forward not knowing what forward looks like?
It is hard. It may not be fun. It may take years before the reason why surfaces, or it may never be seen. But if you feel that nudge deep within you, whispering or screaming, that tells you to let go…I have only one thing to say to you, my friend.
Let it go.